hey guys ... thanks for all ur support wor ... well i have moved le ... to a new blog site ...

continue support wor ... keke

finally back blogging le ... paiseh wor so long dun have an entry ... juz tat something wrong with my blog lo ... hard to explain de ... anyway now ok le ... so glad ... thanks to Dr blog again ...

today is first day of my leave ... will be on leave till sunday haha ... somehow or rather i dun feel quite happy ... maybe bored? .. nutting to do ... well lots of happenings since the day i didn't blog le ... but forget most of it le ... haiz ... last friday went devil's with shawn, elvin, ah lieh, raymond and a new fren call chow ... elvin drink till drunk ... haiz ... k enuff of tat ...

tomolo going causeway point to get my phone ... finally my long waited 8850 silver color de ... hopefully it be in reall good condition ... dun kne wan go out tomolo noon or not ... but go out alone haiz ... actually it's a bad idea to have leave on weekdays ... all frens working ... after work tired le ... haiz ... how to meet ... although i really wish to meet them and go out with them ...

sianz course going start le ... haiz ... navy life is really boring ... damn fucking boring ... fucking fucked up place ... a day in it i oso cannot tahan ... many wish to sign on ... being a regular ... but after thru their Ns they change their mind ... they all knew it was a bad place working inside ... juz tat no one guide mi ... if i were to go thru Ns first den decide ... maybe i wun sign it at all ... and i might going to ORD soon le ... haiz ... "why weren't you there when i shouted for help" ... where are you ... the thot of going thru OJT again really sucks ... haiz ... hopefully i will go MCV ... the reason i dun wan go back LST cuz it's the same course com ... well he's fucked up and i dun really like him since wen i out of course ... such a hypocite person ... haiz ... dun kne leh ... mixed feelings now ...

guess tat's it le ... end of blog ...

am back for another entry le ... paiseh so long no blog ... juz following the crowd ba haha ... everyone juz never blog le ... dun kne y ... not like last time oways a new entry wen i visit ... well nutting much happening in my life ... upcoming events were my trip to KL ... another dwang time for mi to escape navy temporary .. haha ... who cares bout navy anyway ... they sucks ...

counting down now on the years i still left ... less den 5yrs haha ... 2010 shall be the yr where i will see my pink IC and gain my freedom ... i'm not going to stay there anymore ... get out asap ... even if they like really pay mi well or lots of benefits ... haha no way will i sign another contract with them ... at first i thot my 1st yr in navy doesn't count de ... but after odie told mi got count de and i'm so relieve ... felt an wei ... haha ... so i juz hope father time will pass really quickly ... and in the meantime decide wad should i do or where shall i go after i'm out of tat fuck-up place ...

as usual today going book in le .... haha going to be alone in cabin ... so nice ... quiet and no one disturb ... with them around is annoying ... seriously irritating ... not i hate them but see them le all my morale gone and my mood is terrible ... juz lloking forward weekends tat i no need see them at all ... haha ...

hao ;e ... dun wan blog le ... maybe will blog bout my trip ba ... take care people ...

long time never blog ... juz dun wish to blog ... not lazy ... juz no mood ... haha ... things getting bad in camp ... getting boring .. more and more boring ... showing mi tat life is getting more and more meaningless le ... course is starting soon ... real soon ... OCT 12 ... kind of like dun wish for tat day to come ... seems tat it juz happen so suddenly ...

juz finish reading kevin's blog ... his blog is oways full of surprises ... can talk bout tis and tat ... juz different stories ... enjoys reading it ... lots of thots to ponder on ... lots of feelings ... his current entry is bout people important in his life ... have stop on two people and it would continue ... later will be seeing him le ... got an invitation from him to go black today ...

my entries seems to be getting shorter and shorter ... juz straight to the point ... maybe they ain't good memories for mi to remember ba ... all bad things oways happen to mi ... well i'm tianjun ... wad to do ... although my mum oways says tat i had a blessed life ... but haiz did lots of things tat i dun like de ... hao le ... the more i type the more i cry ... toopid guy ...

take care peeps ...

juz got back from MoMo ... well same de lo ... MoMo = boring ... music isn't tat great and the crowd although is happening but super crowded and not so much chinese ... damn it .. making the place so DARK tat i cannot see a thing .. u kne ... "black clouds" ... had two lychee martini ... nice nice keke ... love it so much ... ya went with cheesiang, ailing and liakzheng ...  saw lots of my LST ENS keke but they dun recognise mi le ... keke

so sianz again .. tonite going book in again ... another long week to pass before weekend comes again ... haha ... still miss my freedom days ... so fast aug going to end soon le ... well tk and bro should be back tis coming week ... so eager to see them ... listen to their stories on their long sailing ...

hao le ... short entry ba ... nutting much to say oso ... nutting muct to comment ... going slp le ... sweet dreams

guess i've been missing out in posting entries ... damn .. wad the hell was i doing man ... busy with things ... doubt so ... juz plain lazy .. got to change tat habit ...

life's pretty boring ... waiting for course to start again .. oct 17th shall be the day .. counting down now ... life in office is perpetual of typing and typing ... including all those shit work ... "grafiled help mi print tis ... 12 sets" .. "garfield type tis out .. it's urgent" .. "gerfield are u busy .. help mi bring tis to level 5" ... garfield tis tat ... sick of hearing my nick being called again and again by all instructors ... sick of colors oso ... perlis hen ta ta ki ja ben hen da ... sick of all those left.. right.. left.. right with such fast tempo ... sick of seeing RSS PANGLIMA .. sick of seeing those seniors as if we juniors own them tons of $$ ... sick of rounds .. sick of seeing my roommates ... show mi something different .. eg. let mi have my freedom ... let mi go pls ... juz let mi go .. stop clinging on to mi when i can proceed any further and a puppet for u to mingle around ... ur beck and call ... *slap *slap ... time spent in school is more den time spent with family ... who are they anyway ... so wad it's SAF ... doesn't the government told us to spent quality time to build family ties ... y let us stay in den ... they are really stuipd ... being the head of the schhol still dun kne how to tink ... stupid commanders ... stupid officers ... stupid instructors ... no wonder they say SAF = Stupid And Foolish

my batch boys and ger have went to MSTD i guess ... no replies from them wen i gave them a SMS ... would be long before they come back ... miss them oredi ... odie and bro wasn't back yet too ... aug 22 to 25 they would be back .. counting counting ... seems to mi i have been counting on the days ... juz counting to pass time ... counting to get out of office .. counting to book out and counting down to book in ... life sucks actually ... can't believe tomolo is MONDAY ... anyway hate all days except friday nite and sat ...

today is buddy kum birthday ... sailing for him while i'm blogging at home ... couldn't even wish him a happy birthday which i doubt he would be able to receive it if i were to sent him an SMS ... muz be in middle of dun kne wad ocean le ... no reception at all ... haiz ... Singapore 40th birthday is coming ... dun really see wad's so great bout it ... another public holiday but wad's the use ... life still goes on ... couldn't go out with frens ... being doings things on my own recently ... past weekends ... went shopping, meals, movies all alone ... but still haven tried going holiday alone ... tat day shall come someday ... juz got tat feeling ... everyone is lonely tat's y they find gerfrens and boyfrens ... so they can waste time together .. keeping each other company ... to defeat loneliness ... *punch *punch

miss those waiting for "O" levels days where looking for jobs and enjoying myself .. miss sec days ... being dwelling on the past ... living in the past ... doesn't wan to look forward ... dun see my future at all ... especially in navy ... life is hopeless ... maybe i juz will pay the $$ ... i kne it would be tough ... but tough as it seems ... life would be happier ... my body is in camp but my heart and mind isn't ... i'm here but not really here .. u kne wad i mean ... kind of complicated i kne but tat's the feeling i referring about ... in life u gain something and u sure lose something ... u can't get the best of everything oso ... everyone juz following the motion .. who's the leader? ...

dun kne wad i'm blogging oso ... complaining again i guess ... i talk too much .. hard to please .. hard to get along .. typical aquarius (wanna kne more juz read up aduarius) ... a pure one indeed ... i am who i am ... i dislike u doesn't mean i have to pretend tat i like u ... i hate u means hate u and no way can u fan shen le ... being banish by mi  ... doesn't matter u have any link to mi or not ... juz dun pissed mi off ... *angry *angry ...

finally blogging le ... keke ... back yesterday from a holiday trip to thailand, bangkok. ... had so much fun, laughter ... make some new frens oso ... we were juz able to click sia ... chatting while we were shopping and eating keke ... good memories i will keep oways ... kind of like missing them oredi ... the time spent at bangkok ... really hate father time ... haiz ... did lots of shoppi8ng sia keke ... from like 830am (thai time & was like one hour later den sing time onli) can shop till like 0100 to 0200am the next day keke ... so much things to see and shop ... things were like so cheap lo ... imagine taking a cab for onli like less den S$2 ... still dun understand y people go there still have to bargain haha ... but some of the price the thais quote were high so no choice got to lower it haha ... worth the experience going there ... but wun be like going again lo ... maybe a few more years time ba ... keke ... the next trip they planning would be japan ... so gonna save up le ...

went to watch "The Island" juz now at town .. not bad movie ... had a hair cut too ... haiz ... so sianz ... tomolo booking in le ... makes mi so morale low ... although i'm glad to be back in singapore where it's clean and beautiful but the thot of booking mi is so fucking sianz ... having to see fuck up people again ... really hate myself for signing on ... now i kne i cannot break bond and onli they can dun wan mi not the other way round ... so fucked up ... haiz ...

miss my bro ... shawn and xiaohei ... miss best fren tienkang ... miss my batch boys .. minde, beannie ... miss going out with them but they oways dun have time ... so nvm ... miss mambo nite le ... how i wish to go again ... should ask xiaohei wen he's going keke so plan ahead so can apply leave ... haha ... hao le got to go slp le ... tomolo dun kne go where oso ... go out oso alone de ... slp well guys ... kong boon cup ... dun kne got spell correctly or not ...

juz a few hours more ... and i would be flying to thailand, bangkok, with xuan, qing and colin ... excited bout it ... keke ... and i got like barely less den an hour to slp after i finish blogging tis entry ... keke well nvm de cuz i can slp on the plane ... not feeling tired oso ... ok juz abit sleepy ... but who cares ... i'm enjoying my leave now ... rather den staying in office and doing lots of shit work tio bo ... work is piling up and getting more and more difficult ... haiz ..

juz back from Zouk .. enjoy myself with the music they play ... saw xiaohei too .. my bro keke ... well everyone is my bro haha ... no la ... i onli consider some as my bro de ... so long no see him .. hair is getting longer and getting more bengish .. still as skinny as ever ... glad tat he went mambo too ... haha ... now feeling slightly abit tispy but ok la ... had one lychee martini and some beer ... should have drink more de but hard up on cash so control abit lo ... haha ...

guess will blog wen i'm back from the trip ba ... so looking forward to it sia ... take care guys ... life's wondeful isn't it ...

it's a brand new week le ... well feeling not too bad bout it cuz wun be staying long in camp anyway ... yuppie!! ... will be booking out on wednesday evening haha ... thurs will be flying to thaniland le ... at last a trip which i long to go ... not the place actually but with sec frens ... 1st time after so many "plan" trips and after so many years we have grad ... keke ... excited bout it sia ... got to enjoy myself and fuck care RSS PANGLIMA ...

change my blog outlook le ... plian but quite special cuz u got to type in the navigator to get to the place u wan ... keke thanks to joanne (Dr Blog) ... making it possible and all the efforts she puts in ... thanks alot sia ... keke ... i kne i kne tat it's a long time since i got an entry up ... was lazy lo ... somemore dun kne wad to blog oso ... paiseh paiseh ...

today nearly strike 2nd prize in 4D ... arbo can go free trip le and buy new Hp ... Nokia 8800 ... really gonna make u mine someday ... got to wait for mi wor ... haha ... juz too bad tat the last digi got an extra lump ... but nvm .. i dun feel the pinch ... if it's urs .. it will come de ... no need like keep complaining and man yuan ...

one month never see my batch boys le ... my LST batch boys lo ... those MCV batch boys more worse ... some like after they went for their first OJT den never see at all le ... well suan le lo ... if they wan contact mi den they will call de lo ... frens or no frens it's ok ... they come and go de ... juz glad tat we have make our roads cross and travelled quite a distance le ... odie and bro have gone sailing le ... miss them ... weekends used to spent with them de ... now got to like wait till they are back lo ... aug 25th ... long way to go sia ... but it's ok ... in the meantime can save $$ and wait for they to be back den go out enjoy ... drinking, ktv, movies blah blah blah ... keke ...

k la ... tat's it ... short and sweet blog ... will be booking in soon ... got to get ready and prepare abit ... although ok la muz admit very sianz cuz need to see the MF (nice way is call Mr Fabian but prefer to call him the bad way Mother Fucker haha) ... tomolo he will be standing for rounds so can forget bout mi helping him do domestic cuz wen i stand for rounds he dun even lay a finger ... so fuck care ... as long as he cross his bridge and i cross my river den it's fine with mi haha ... was glad tat i can like 5days dun need to see him ... not i mean or wad ... u should stay in the same cabin with him or mix long with him and u will kne le ... no wonder xonwei so insist to change cabin the other time wen the MCV klass are leaving ... true la i mean and the words i speak are fucked up but as long u dun piss mi off i'm really nice .. (*slap ... where got people kua ownself de) ... anyway .. BU BU

was happy last nite .. meet up with bro for dinner ... fast dinner sia cuz he need to meet gerfren ... actually no dinner de cuz both of us mei wei kou but he say more or less got to eat something lo ... so bo bian juz go to mac lo ... had nuggets meal and couldn't finish ... keke ... yah we chat alot ... mostly bout his trip de ... he went thailand for holiday ma ... bought alot of things ... haha ... was really happy sia .. cuz wen he got back from singapore he say he bought mi something le ... was really excited to know wad is it until yesterday nite ... it's a lighter sia and not any ordinary one to mi lo ... the design is of Louis Vuitton de ... and it's small oso ... i juz cannot keep smiling sia wen i saw it keke ... well bro claim tat he took the effort to go search for gifts for mi de .. ok lo .. shall give him some credit for it ... thanks bro .. appreciate wad u have done .. was really happy sia ... u oways make my day de ... keke

after dinner den he go off le ... so mi go watch Initial D lo ... like tat movie ... not bad lo ... but juz tat the racing part isn't really tat interesting ... mybe due to the sound efforts not tat good ba ... the fast and furious efforts were good if u wan to compare keke ... so chinese directors pls make some improvement on it sia ... try to have more budget wor keke ... after watching the movie make mi have the urge to go driving ... fast cars keke ... makes mi have the urge to migrate to japan ... haha ... after movie symptoms ... well tink tink onli oso no harm rite haha ...

it's noon time now ... sat afternoon ... no sms from my Hp ... something is wrong ... well guess would be another by myself day again wor ... maybe juz go out have coffee or wad lo ... nutting much for mi to buy le ... except one jeans, one watch, one bag .... ok ok maybe juz one more tee or wad lo ... but surely not tis weekend de ... coming next weekend ba ... now juz keep waiting for payday ... still long sia ... damn it ... waiting for you .. i'm waiting for you .. haha ... juz feel so relax now ... feeling so glad ... happiness ... keke ... k la i go wash up first ... see ya ... bu bu